Evan in park

Evan in park

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

The Right Words - Rare Disease Day

Today a friend posted on his Facebook about MSUD and I loved the way that he had explained all the details of living with MSUD on a daily basis. I got permission to use most of his words (but adjust as needed for Evan's specifics) to share with you what we do each day to make sure Evan stays healthy.

Since today is 'Rare Disease Day', I thought I'd explain Evan's metabolic condition in case there were people who didn't fully get it. Evan has MSUD.

MSUD is Maple Syrup Urine Disease. It's a biochemical disease and it means that Evan is missing a family of enzymes in his liver that break down 3 specific amino acids.

When you eat protein it breaks down into 20 amino acids and your body uses them to grow, build muscle/tissue etc. Each day your body only needs a certain amount of each amino acid and the rest is overage and this overage is very toxic to you so enzymes blast the overage into smaller safe bits. For Evan, 3 of the 20 amino acids cannot be blasted so they collect in his body very quickly and 1 of the 3 is highly toxic to the brain and will cause brain damage, coma or worse. So Grayson cannot eat meat, fish, eggs, diary, soy, tofu, grains, nuts or anything normally thought of as rich in protein.

So what does he eat? Well he has a formula, just like all kids, but his has quite different in composition. This medical formula gives him all the fats, vitamins, minerals etc but instead of also having protein, it has the 17 amino acids in powder form that he can process and is without the 3 he can't break down. He still needs to get those missing three aminos, as the body needs them every day, but we do math and use a scale to determine how much real food to give him so that just enough leucine is in his body, with no overage and no underage (if that's a word?). He mainly eats fruits and vegetables. He does also eat some pastas, rice cereal, and risotto. Gerber baby food company is wonderful and has been able to share with us the amount of leucine found in most of their foods so we are able to give Evan more than we otherwise would.  It's a very delicate balance as we must expose Evan just an exact amount of protein each day...to the decimal. Right now he gets 63mg of leucine (leucine is the problem amino acid) per kilo of his body weight. This week he is 9.45kg so that means he gets 63 x 9.45 = 595.35mg of leucine per 24 hours. On average a gram of protein has 68mg of leucine so that means he can have 418.4/68=8.755 grams of protein per 24 hours. To give context, a measuring cup of skim milk has 9g of protein and Evan can only have 8.755g/24 hours. (I learned through my friends that this is more than some children. Grayson, the original poster's son, only gets 40 g/kilo. which is less than 7 grams of protein per day for him) Evan gets his blood checked weekly at a local lab and his blood is sent out of state because to be analyzed.  There is no machine here in NM that can analyze his blood, so we often wait almost an entire week to get the results. (Many of the other families we talk with get their results same day or within 48 hours). He has a dedicated dietician at UNM who reviews he protein intake every week and makes adjustments and he has a dedicated geneticist. He cannot eat a gram more of less of his required intake or he can go toxic.

Food isn't only one way the body gets protein. The other way protein is introduced into the body is if the body metabolizes its own resources (which is how you lose weight). This is called çatabolism. Your body goes catabolic when you don't have enough of a specific resource it needs (fat/sugar/protein etc) and it eats its own reserves. Since muscle is protein (just like a chicken breast is a great protein source or a steak), if Evan goes catabolic it can release uncontrolled amounts of protein in to his body and therefore increase his leucine levels. The body also goes catabolic when there is a stressor like a cold, or teething or an injury etc. Also, blood contains whole proteins in it. Two nights ago my friend's little boy, Grayson, was standing and then fell and hit his lip on the drawer and cut his gums. Since he would be swallowing his own blood and that whole protein would break down into amino acids in the stomach, the Dr's had them decrease his protein intake by 40% for 12 hours just to be safe. That was something I had never considered in regards to Evan.

So it's the tightest of tightropes. He can't have anymore protein in his diet that what his body needs for that day, but if he eats any less, the body will simply go catabolic to get at it. This means that each day we measure and calculate and hope that we got it right.

This is a little bit of insight into the inner workings of our day to day with Evan. In addition to his MSUD, he also suffers severe reflux issues and will vomit sometimes once a day. It's a struggle, but we have been lucky so far that his levels have stayed normal for most of his 11 months of life.  We are also lucky that liver transplant is an option for us. We have learned that many of our friends both in the US and outside the US have difficulties in either getting their doctors on board, getting insurance approval, or even in their country's belief in using liver transplant for MSUD treatment.  At this point we are still waiting for Evan's liver transplant so that we can begin our "new normal".  We are hopeful that we will get the call soon. 



Today is Rare Disease Day~ The disease may be rare, but hope should not be! Hope, it's in our genes! 

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Support

Every time I start to feel like things are getting too hard something or someone does something to pull me back and remind me that we are going to get through this. Sometimes it's another parent of a child with MSUD who is looking for help or who is there to listen. Sometimes it's my husband or a friend telling me I do a great job with Evan and how impressed they are with my ability to stay strong through all of our struggles. Sometimes it's just someone asking me how we are doing and how Evan is doing. Not just asking, but genuinely caring and wanting to know. Somehow God knows just when to bring those people or those moments so that I can regain my strength and keep doing what I do for our little guy!

Evan is doing great! He makes my job as mom so much easier! He is generally a happy boy. He smiles a lot and babbles all day long! He is starting to take his first steps and it's amazing to watch him learn new things each day. He is a very active boy as most boys are. He has been eating well lately, which is a pleasant change from the way things have been before.  He sleeps well too, which is great for us as it helps to make each day a little easier.  Everything is easier with a good night's sleep!

For those of you wondering about the transplant, we are still waiting. Evan is staying healthy, which is wonderful and makes it easier. Regardless, I still spend each day worrying and wondering about when we will get the call. I just remind myself that it will come when the time is right. In the meantime, thank you all for the continued support. Our faith, family, and friends will carry us through this!

Monday, February 13, 2012

Rare Metabolic Disorder Awareness ~ Glutaric Aciduria -1

In honor of Rare Disease Day, February 29, 2012, I am going to be posting some of the things I have learned about different metabolic and rare diseases. Most of these things I have learned by talking to other parents of children with rare diseases or reading about them on some of the sites I have been to.

The first rare disease I will showcase is Glutaric Aciduria

GA1 effects about 1 in 40,000 children. It is a rare metabolic disorder, much like MSUD, in which the body cannot breakdown amino acids found in protein. In GA1, these amino acids are lycine and tryptophan(that stuff in turkey they say makes you sleepy).  If you don't remember, in MSUD those amino acids are leucine, isoleucine, and valine. If these amino acids build up in a person's bloodstream they can cause brain damage or even death. Symptoms can include seizure, no appetite, vomiting, etc... What's difficult, is that even with perfect dietary management, a person can deal with the effects of GA1. Stress, childhood illnesses, not enough calories, teething, etc... can all cause levels to elevate. GA1 is often misdiagnosed as Cerebral Palsy or "shaken baby syndrome".

I am going to share with you a video that a parent posted to help teach about GA1. Dustyn was born with GA1 and this is his story:


You can also read the family's blog at http://rmdawareness.blogspot.com/

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Just don't forget the baby

" sometimes all you can do is not think, not wonder, not imagine, not obsess… just breathe, and have faith that everything will work out for the best . . ."

A friend posted this quote on her Facebook the other day. It keeps running through my mind. It's one of those quotes that reminds you that things happen when you stop stressing over them (like getting pregnant, taking a big test, or waiting for something in the mail).  

I know that it's in Gods hands as to when Evan will get his new liver and I truly believe he has a plan for us. I just wish I knew that plan. It is so hard not to spend every waking (and when I'm supposed to be sleeping) moment wondering when we will get "the call." Then of course I wonder where Gary will be when it happens. Will he be flying? Will I have to get the First Sergeant to have to call his aircraft back from a flight? Will it be in the middle of the night like they say it usually happens? Are our bags really packed enough? Will I forget something? 

I spoke to a new friend today who is 25 with MSUD and awaiting her call for a new liver.  As I was telling her about all my fears and wondering how I would handle things when we do get the call I realized none of that really mattered. All of those things would work out. So what if I forget a toothbrush..there are stores in California.  I finally told myself that nothing matters...JUST DON'T FORGET THE BABY! 

So back to that quote...don't think, wonder, imagine, or obsess....harder said than done! Just wish there were a switch that I could turn off and allow myself to breathe and let my faith carry us through this.  I pray each day that God gives us the strength to get through the next day, week, month, however long it may be. I pray that he keeps Evan healthy so that we don't have the added stress of him being sick or having his levels off. 

I am hoping that by writing this all out I will be able to stop thinking, wondering, imagining, and obsessing and just breath and have faith!